='(

HARD TO FACE IN TRUTH
JUST LET ME CRY

31/08/10 10:32P.M.

SUCK FRENS

有时候真的是无言
感觉好像被利用了
但还是静静不出声

就 算了吧
配角就是这样
come on 来 利用我 o0o


家里的事很像解决了
那是好事
但是我实总不懂什么事= =




没人找你们的时候才会找我
喜欢爱理不理我
我把你们当朋友 你们呢？
把我当什么？

佩服你们怎样做到这样
我对我朋友真的是做不到


29/08/10 10:45.p.m.

连续吃了两天的韩国餐= =
真的会肥死了

前天和凯文家人
昨天和爸妈~
lol 昨天的比较好吃

昨天也去庆祝了妈的生日=）
去cs看电影(step up 3)
太酷逊了~LOL~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY SHERLEY~
爱死你了！

懒惰写了= =

my dear fren
jst brace up!
wish u in tis accident can grow strong n bigger
u re my fren forever n ever


28/08/10 10.13p.m.

放下=)

傻孩子 到現在還放不下對方嗎
傻孩子 到現在還想著對方的一點一滴嗎
傻孩子 有些人 有些事 我們可能偏偏放不下
傻孩子 我來給你做個試驗


你拿著一個茶杯 然後就往裡面倒熱水
一直倒到水溢出來 你燙到手的時候是馬上鬆手了嗎
知道我想說什麼了嗎
這個世界上沒有什麼事是放不下的
痛了 你自然就會放下

傻孩子 忘了吧 所有你留戀的
你回憶的 你擁有過的
那些 都已是記憶 缺失並不可怕
信用咭著數 可怕的 是無法面對

傻孩子 你無法輕易忘記放棄
是因為你付出過 付出了他(她)就會像柱子一樣扎根在心
不要刻意去逃避 刻意忘記 那只會讓你更痛苦
繞開這個柱子 尋找未來的幸福生活吧
那裡 有你的理想


傻孩子 開始新的習慣吧
習慣 每天一個人生活
習慣 一個人過生日 一個人行走
習慣 走過熟悉的路 面對熟悉的景
你逃不掉 逃不掉的
那麼 就勇敢面對現實
現實是 一切 畫上了句點



傻孩子 勇敢看著鏡子中的自己吧
這個悲傷軟弱滿面憔悴的自己
這也是你 成長中的你
這個你 正在逐漸死去
新的你 即將重生
尋你的路 你的未來
你知道的 所有的浩劫 都是成長的祭奠
做最好的自己 即使 一個人



傻孩子 好 好 盡情發洩吧
剝開自己的心 用文字 用聲音
用所有能發洩的方式 洩完了 就要振作
看吧 你失去的 其實微不足道
還有那麼多人關心著你 以不同的方式
所以 你並不孤獨 正是這樣的失去
讓你看清現在所擁有的幸福


傻孩子 別哭 別再哭
不值得 真的 不值得了
把過去塵封吧 別委屈 別不甘心 別不接受
開始新的旅程吧 去遇見新的風景 新的際遇
做你該做的事吧 有很多事 等待著你完成呢



傻孩子 生活褪去了曾有的顏色 暫時寧靜
別沉淪在這片寧靜裡 那會毀掉你你要明白
雖然殘忍 但這個決定 足夠正確
現在的生活 不是你想要的 為了你的理想
你必須學會適時放棄
給對方最好的關懷 就是 變的更好 更強大 更幸福
現在我對你很好 很好 很好
你不需要 你無所謂 你不在乎 你不珍惜

當某天 你被傷害 想起我
你就會明白了....好好的對待對方是最好的 以後的時間是很長的
既然緣分讓你們相交 記得珍惜

送給還在堅持的人們
有時候放手了 可能你就輕鬆一些了
記得要讓自己高興=)

27/08/10 11:05p.m.

I HATE TIS PART=(

bro told me our family got a big trouble
wat's the big trouble?
y no one wanted to told me?

y mummy keep crying ?
y my dad missing adi? whr is he?
y he want to hide?
y he cannot went back house?
y dun let me go out this few day?
y many ppl came to my house wanted to find my dad?
n my mummy dun let them came in y?
y u all dun want to tell me? y?
wat's he happening?



im like a idiot
dun knw anything
jst sit down to waiting for someone tell me the truth

im scared
i dun like alone at home

i dun want uncle lee fetch me go to sch!
i will no breakfast!
i dun want after sch back home by van!
i will no lunch!
i want my dad

i hate tis part=(
24/08/10 09:55p.m.

Trust

I know you're scared baby
But you gotta give me everything yeah

Let me be the one who can take you
From all the things you've seen
And if you trust in me
I can be there for anything you need

And give it all to me baby
Don't you run from me baby
I'll give you every little piece of me
No I won't leave out a thing
'cuz I

I know you've seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can't be right
But, I won't hurt you, I'm down for you, baby

I know you've seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can't be right
But, I won't hurt you, I'm down for you, baby

Let me show you, love can be easy
If you just let it beNothing is promised, but
I believe ifIf you give it everything, trust

I'll give you everything that
I've gotI won't stop until you get it right
All the trust and all the loveYou know we got a lot, baby

I know you've seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can't be right
But, I won't hurt you, I'm down for you, baby

I trust you, baby

I trust you, I love you, I want you, I need you
Baby, I breathe you, never leave you
Life wouldn't be the same without you

I know you've seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can't be right
But, I won't hurt you, I'm down for you, baby

I know you've seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can't be right
I won't hurt you, I'm down for you, baby

In your life, I won't hurt you, baby no
In your life, I won't hurt you,
baby noIn your life, I love you, baby yeah, oh

----------
can i hve a wonderful love
can i hve a happiness family

can someone tell me wat the happening of??
where is my dad n mum??
y no one wanted to told me

i was vry sad nw
i was vry tired nw

23/08/10 12:22a.m.
配角就是配角

TIRED DAY

Tday after scl went out wif my dear dad n mum =)
(john n shirley)
LOL~tday is our family day~
i luv tis day so much~
cauze we seldom got time to went out together~

at first we wanted went to cs c movie
but we start off too late~n will waste our time
so decide went to jusco bukit indah~
LOL~thanks for dad ~he's treat me n shirley ate sushi king~
i think is vry expensive~n i nvr saw the bill~cauze he tear in two adi- -

when we ate finish
after tt nth to do~LOL~
walk tt walk here~waste our time- -
n than went to tesco c puppy~
walao~is damn cute~mum n i was vry luv ''huang jin lie quan''
n i called dad buy for me~n he say no money~haha><


afterwards nth to do again~
than went bck to sutera playgroup
but when me reach tt ~the sky start to drizzle- -
LOL~no choice~take some photo n faster ran bck to car
we dun wanna so early went to studio~

mum n i was vry childish
start playing scissors paper stone~= =
n his hand re hit to red n swollen by me><~pro rite~
n dad wat his doing?~he's doing suck thing ~more childish than us><~
when he saw who going upstair his knw
he will keep on the light flashes~LOL~
we re vry free~

after awhile ~
7.40almost~we jst willing went up~

keep pratice keep doing suck thing
n keep laughing~


JX~was i do something wrong to u?
if got~i say sry here~
n cheer up babe~
dun be so emo =)


luv my dad n mum~
21/08/10 12:00a.m.

♥

something i will promise u
i will let my nxt girl be happiness n
i will love her wholeheartedly


release me

20/08/10 12:05a.m.

BUSY AUG

今天又去看电影了(恋爱通告)
和jolene 文祥 js 和一个他们的朋友
王力洪做 不错看

过后就去the kims 吃
结果现在没钱了
拜五还要和爸妈去看戏(The Last Airbender)
够是穷了最近
一直出去玩


谢谢小成从penang带回来的礼物=)


我相信一见钟情这句话♥

19/08/10 12:02 a.m.

HAPPY ''QI XI'' FESTIVAL =)

Look I know we've been friends for a while now
But I just feel like I can confess to you
It's gonna be hard but alright here it goes

Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand
Girl imagine if you needed advise about some other guy
I'm the one that comes to mind
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend
just trying to make sure
I'm that body that you call your man
and anytime you need a shoulder
it's yours night or day
but what I'm tryna say is I wanna be...

the last number you call late at night (said I wanna be)
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need girl
it's all on me soldier your friend or your lover girl I wanna be...


Would it be cool
Would you mind if I called you my boo
what if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you?
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin
be the only one they like
Have you thought about it wait really thought about it
Maybe you should take some timecall your girls and talk about it
yeah cause I done already made up my mind
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you
I wanna be...

Put me on your screen saver
all over your myspace and make me one of your top favorites
that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for (stand up for and fightin' for)
wanna be your good bad love hate girl..

Cross my heart hoped to die
on everything that's good
I'm gonna do you right, show you right, get this understood

Girl I wanna be, I wanna be....
I wanna be I wanna be...

17/08/10 12:19a.m.

CB niao

i just came bck from my work=)

im lazy come to update my blog
cauze nth to write n tired~
but i still always came to update=)

nw i at my sweety room update new post
LOL cb birds!
knw wat the happening of?!!
tt re dun knw how many birds on the roof of my room!!
damn noisy!
i wanted to turn my loudspeaker to most loudly = =


later want to go cut my hair again~
wif ying ong n bro~
n than straight away go to studio=)

15/08/10 05:02p.m.

等她成熟了那天 已经不属于你了

FCK SCH

I HATE SCH
I HATE T.VAL
I HATE U !

I NEVER DID WRONG
Y U WANT TO SCOLD ME LIKE TT
I HATE U !!!

LAST TIME U SCOLD US USELESS
U THINK U RE SERVICEABLE??FUCK
CAN U USE UR BRAIN WHEN U TALK!

I DUN KNW Y U SO ANGRY?
I REALI REALI NVR DID WRONG!



TT'S THE FIRST TIME I TRUANCY
CAUZE OF U!

I DUN WANNA STUDY ANYMORE!
I HATE U I HATE SCH
FUCK SCH!!!GVE 2 WORDS TO U!
JI BAI!

ANNOYED

U RE SO FUCKING ''GAY''!!

i tell myself i cant lost control
tt's does't matter
u think me easy to bully?or wat
im so weakless right?
cool down!tt's does't matter for me



frens i luv u
im so happy u all let me knw i hve a lot of frens
10/08/10 12:51a.m.

♥Birthday

im so sry for late to say tis to my dearly n truly frens=)
thanks for the celebration last week
thanks for the present,the big birthday card,birthday song,n so many cake= =

thanks my dear sch frens n teacher thank you u all so much
i was reali reali surprise n surprise
(grace,alena,felicia,jiaxin,jiaqi,jianbin,jacqueline,center boys n so many many)


thanks Jolene n wenxiang
i was reali surprise too thanks help me to celebrate 2time=D muackz

thanks my dad( John ), my mum( Shirley ) n my granndpa( Joeric )
thanks for da present (YY小人- -)haha~but it's cute~

thanks for edh studio frens u all always let me laugh vry loud
cauze u all always doing funny things ~~


thanks for the birthday wish frm everyone

n thanks for u all always teaching me to the rite way
i ♥ u all giv u all a big kiss =D

u all let me have a vry nice birthday
i feel vry impress